sister , please don't go .!

assalamualaikum wbt :)

hey ! i wanna know what it feels like to lose a friend who is almost like blood-related to you ? i think the word SAD is also not enough to express exactly how you feel ,. rite ? and that is exactly how i feel right now .

who is the ONE ?

Siti Nor Hidayah binti Mohd. Nor  :'(

she's my olive !

11/4/2011 (Monday) 

it all happened so fast . she settled everything by herself and her sister . and we're not involved :( i guessed she took a consideration not to bother our studies *auww ,. so shweettttt !


on that date , she took the resignation form and girl , i went speechless . i just don't know what to say .

for me , she took the right decision to stop right now rather than to stop later and suffer regretfulness for the rest of her life ( or most likely ) . fyi ,. her course is quite tough and i'm pretty sure i'll pee in my pants too if i were in her shoes .

12/4/2011 - 15/4/2011

we spent most of our time together since we're not gonna be together later . we'll not gonna see each other often and i'm gonna miss her like i do right now . i mean , who's gonna hear all my stories later ? who's gonna defend me when i get scolded ? most importantly ,. who's gonna say everything's okay when i'm in  any level of problems ?

** i hate this sort of feeling when i wanna cry but there's no tears coming out . only my heart feel such pain that is indescribable . OUCHH !

16/4/2011

yeah ,. we managed to hold her up to stay with us until today . and still i couldn't let her go but i have to . yes ,. i couldn't cry in front of her nor my friends . but that doesn't mean that i'm cool with it ! we helped her to bring her stuffs down to the lobby . and waited for her parents to come . and when it's finally time to let go ,. i went speechless . i hugged her and i could see that she's crying .

and there ,. i stood by watching her leaving the campus and i said to myself  "she's going home" :(

p/s : dayah ! sorry ,. aku tak nyanyi kat hang . so ,. aku dedicate lagu kat hang kat sini okey ??

take care of yourself and keep intouch with me . kalau kedekut sangat kredit suruh i call pun takpa . ILOVEYOU ! :'(

THE END

- mumu -