you got what you asked for !

assalamualaikum wbt :S

as a university student ,. have you ever think about the consequences of failing certain subjects that you hated the most ? if you ask for my advice ,.. PLEASE DON'T DO THAT !! don't do that if you wanna live an easier study life .

i always hated accounts . they always make my life so miserable . during my schooling time ,. i thought that physics is the only subject that messed my head up . and i thought it only ends there at school .

but my misery continues with the existence of accounting subject in business study . *gahhh ! curse you account !!!

for your information ,. i purposely failed my Financial Accounting ?

why the heck did you do that ? are ya outta yaw mind , gawrl ?

YES ! i was thinking in a short run period . just imagine it took me almost 3 critical months just to understand and recognize which is credit and debit , how to do ledger and how to close account while the lecturer had finished teaching income statement .

but i don't give up easily ! i took extra classes from other lecturer but i still couldn't understand account . i did past year questions but i answered all shits . i asked my friends for help in teaching me account but in the end i ended up with question marks in my head . 

so at last , what i did was gave up studying accounts and focussed more on my mathematics <3

i told myself ,. during FINAL , when it's exactly 30 minutes up ,. i'm gonna step out straight from the exam hall with my thick face . and yes ~ i really did that . but don't think that i left the hall with my papers blank . i only answered what i can understand by using simple mathematics .

so finally when my results came out ,.

:'C my GPA was only 2.84 . i was not upset because i failed my accounts ( which i got D ) but what makes me frustrated was that my management i only scored C+ ?! *shittt !

okay ,. what makes me realized that i did a super big mistake ? it was when i finally understand what GPA and CGPA  are . the most important is the CGPA .

i have a total 6 semesters in completing my DIPLOMA . and i aimed to get a total CGPA of at least 3.5 in my cert . 

since i've messed up in semester 1 , for the rest of my semester i need to struggle hard ! this is what i calculated for today

 2.84 + ( 3.65 x 5 ) = 21.09 

 21.09 ÷ 6 = 3.515  <<< this is what i want in my dippy cert !

therefore , i just realized that i just can't play around with my studies anymore . but i think it's too late that i've just realized it and that my FINAL is coming this saturday .

so if i messed up again this semester ,  no more fooling around  anymore next semester until i complete my dippy program . 

p/s : doesn't mean that someone who is good in mathematics must also be good in accounts .

i wanna make myself proud and my family proud of me . ya ALLAH ,. please forgive me for asking but i need your blessings .insya allah . amin ya rabbal `alamin .

THE END

- mumu -

special thanks to muhammad ismail bocane wak di :D

this is us after finished studying cost accounting . THANK YOU ELL for helping me always !!