we are young: when puppy love struck me out of the sudden :P

assalamualaikum wbt :D

i get the best feeling in the world if you say 'hi' or smile or even just glance at me for 0.25 secs because i get the feeling at least you noticed that i exist !

LOL . i always felt that way when i saw him from far away with my blurred vision ( especially at night , my eyes just won't cooperate with me D: ) *sighh !

now ,. who is the 'HIM' ? nope ,. i won't tell who he is . never ever EVERRR ~

whyyyyy ~~ ?? i'm just too SHYYYY !! :(

but one thing for sure ,. he drives me sooo crazy whenever he's in my mind !!! OMJAYYY ! someone please slap me in the face ! hard one .!

let me tell yaw something about this guy ,.

the first time i heard his name is from my ex-roommate in semester ONE . she borrowed my lappy and spent her whole night stalking everybody's facebook profile just to know that guy's name . ( that's why i said that facebook is a great stalking port ) . and hell yeah ,. she succeeded ! congratulations to you . but at that time ,. i couldn't be bothered who's that guy even she showed me his picture . ( yes ! he have this face that could melt certain girls easily . i admit it . )

the second time i heard his name and saw him is when my lesbo had a crush on him this semester ( when she's single ) . and again ,. i glanced at him briefly and said to her , " what's so special about him ? he looks like a gay ! " . *woopsiee ,. i'm sorry !

when did i crushed for this guy ?

i crushed for him unexpectedly ! one day when i was walking to class , i saw him wearing the same theme as me . TOTAL WHITE outfit ! but at that time ,. i couldn't recognize him at all . so i asked my friend . who is that fella ? and when she told me his name , i was wondering why was that name seems so familiar ? and again ,. i couldn't be bothered more to know the reasons because i still have feelings for my ex-boyfie !

okay ,. when i am living half alive ( trust me ,. i had a very tough time trying to build myself up ) ,. i took a decision to move on and start to forget the feelings i had before for my ex-boyfie . I STOPPED HOPING THAT HE'LL COME BACK AND I'M STILL CLIMBING OUT OF THE WALL THAT WAS BUILT ONCE FOR HIM . what do i meant by ' THE WALL ' was all my feelings i felt for him ,. all my hopes i hoped for him ,. all my promises i promised him .

and that is when i had this crazy and silly crush on that guy !!

how ?

i don't really know how exactly . =.=

but it was like one night i was having dinner ,. he was there coincidently . and i don't know how but when i looked at him ,. i fell for him . honestly ,. the last time i fell for a guy was like almost THREE years ago !! and i was still schooling at that time .

i just couldn't believe that i could still feel my heart beat that fast again . and i thought that i might get a heart-attack that night ! hahaha :D

and since that night , i've been acting silly , stupid and crazy . he just make me so fond of him ! * grrr !! so , what makes the story more interesting is that my lesbo's roommate , Miss P is his classmate . get it right ? what a shock when Miss P told me that she and him are never on the same track together . and when i confessed that i like him ,. she just stares at me and said , " Just Go Find Another Guy " . LOL . every time when Miss P goes to class , i'll ask her to send my regards to him . *sorry for the harassment !

i don't know ,. but every time that guy is around , i could just forget the pain in my heart . every time he shows up , i just looked down and cover my blushing face . every time i hear his name ,. i'll just smile widely . but until now , i still hadn't talk with him yet . i wonder how his voice sounds like ? fyi ,. i don't think he knows me . funny right ? hahaha . i just don't have the courage to face him at all ! i'm just too shy !! :P

oh yess ,. i just wanna clarify that i only like him . not LOVE him . there's a huge difference in both meaning .

p/s : hey guy ~ stop stealing my heart away !

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- mumu -